mobile phone. i finally managed to have my mobile number changed. after that devastating scenario with that shitty selfish cab driver who grabbed the opportunity of nabbing a poor mobile phone… i pity him for not knowing what's in store with his fate. ah, evil sure is lucky to conquer me. so to start off with 2006, here's the bit for your guys.
bagong taon, bagong numero. kaya't palitan niyo na ang nakalipas. pero huwag niyo lang kalimutang magpakilala dahil hindi ko naman narecover lahat ng contacts ko... sadly, ganun talaga ang tadhana... pero enjoy!
2005 has to end. another year came to a close as the much awaited took its entrance. it sure provokes some thoughts to cause nostalgia... agh, i can't move on! andyan ang CMLI family and the journey, the school transition, blog attacks, friends and sins, at marami pa talagang iba. imagine PBB flew by so fast hindi ko namalayan 110 days na ang dinaanan nila! sa sobrang daming naganap na masaya, malungkot, magulo, nakakaiinis, nakakaiirita, nakakapraning, nakakabangag na mga pangyayari eh hindi ko na naisip na buhay pa pala ako. but nothing to worry. everything's eventual ika nga.
biro niyo, hindi mo maaasahan videoke king ang pagkakilala sa'kin ng MISA dahil lamang sa mga kahindik-hindik na pangyayari sa Assembly namin. ice skating champ pagdating sa rubber mat, made anyone think so by means of dancing, balancing, running, stretching with the blades on without much pressure. certified tap dancer without having to practice at home and laughing at the assigned dance just because my classmates and i along the back were the only ones who got the right steps. at nagfeeling superstar dahil lamang sa isang Kalye Onse presentation that brought down that hall of Baguio City... but i preferred to be called a ROCKSTAR... huwag nang umangal, blog ko ito eh! haha
hay, ang dami ngang nangyari... kulang pa yan! it frustrates me when i can't think of anything cool to write about. but just as long as i'm updating this blog, it enlightens me to know that i'm doing my job. and so should you.
final '05 moments. besides from the new contact number? four blogs are finally up, all are active and posted links somewhere here. attended lots of parties where one forced me to don a police officer, which was not that kind of cool because i was not supposed to wear it. had a reunion with some friends who all were slimming down except me, damn them! failed to visit the alma mater to check up on the student council and some teachers and students. i was kept away from home almost everyday with all those excruciating trips just ot eat out or visit somebody. hahah, but never got the chance to go online!
the swears. demdem (damn them). ngekerz (on YM). hindi uunlad ang Pilipinas dyan sa pinaggagagawa mo. ako ang bida, ang star! sino ngayon ang tunay na baliw? sighs, i'm happy to know that i've got taglines of my own i usually say a lot of times every single day. and i don't even know when will they stop pestering you. alas, i enjoy using them. but the people around me sure has influences that brainwashed my lifestyle... and i seem to regret it, partially. but that doesn't mean i have to stop from changing.
move on, George! my sister remarked this on me when i was reminiscing moments with stuffs i have to set aside... especially CMLI stuffs. just as i have mentioned earlier, i can't. i've grown into it. but the fact that my whole family wants me to get out of what they call mess irritates me, as if they're not even happy with what we do. i couldn't just let go and move on... i do move forward along with them, that makes me stronger... kahit bumibigat na talaga. i am happy with what i do even though it forsakes me to know how they ended up regretting some. but no, i won't give up on anything or anybody. fools will still be fools, and that's why some particular people would never cease to be cursed with my own eyes.
stereograms. my eyes fell upon those images without the need of 3D glasses. diverging your eyes until an image forms out of nowhere... presto! headaches occur and in the long run, you end up wearing glasses! my dad was so into it that he seems to be in a world of his own... haha, we stiff our own laughs just to avoid being annoyed. hey, but it sure is fun! when boredom comes your way, all you have to do is stare into the infinity and feel the rhythm of the stereogram... feel it!
see anything yet? try blurring your eyes. just like in math, patience is a virtue. or better yet, print this image out so you wouldn't blame me for straining your eyes too much because of the monitor... nuh uh!
new year starts at Christmas. i'm not sure why i'm writing this down, but i'm growing fat! i just checked into a thingamajig device that identified my height and weight, and i'm still healthy! but close to overweight! oh no, chocolates won't be stopped from entering into my mouth, they're good for the heart or diabetes?! haha.
the whole family went to celebrate Mass and as communion started we left our youngest nephew Kian on the benches, where behind him, grandparents sat and prayed. we were surprised when he grabbed one hand and pressed his forehead on it! nagmamano sa hindi kilala, ang kapal ng mukha. i can't help but smile and be embarrassed at the same time. he eventually talked to both of them as if they knew each other... mind you, Kian's only five years old. it's relieving to know the old couple was sweet and touched by the child's action... though surprised. hah, what a good and funny year to start.
are resolutions supposed to be some kind of change? come to think of it, why the hell do we turn suprisingly good when in the next few days you're mean again and then be good for the coming new year?! how come? i don't know, but changing or bringing yourself to the resolutions should start at December 25. anyway, it's only a week earlier before January 1, so that doesn't cost much. and doing something different for the the better could be really fun... i think.
the comeback. actually, even before the arrival of the new year, i really felt i'd be doing much and great stuffs ahead of me. i just hope so. i'm tired of dreaming, but i do enjoy daydreaming during boring classes. i'm much more of myself. i know, deep in my heart, that i'm certified selfish when it comes to some particular areas. but knowing how much i've contributed to a society that some never will learn, there's a hope to pray. just pray. and pray.
the rockstar continues to live... and you have no choice but deal with it. roar.
"When yu' can't have what you choose, yu' just choose what you have"
- Owen Wister
