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Friday, January 20, 2006
subjects ahoy! okay so it's already been nine weeks since the second semester in Ateneo began. and up to now, i have no idea what would my performance be in the end. botany seems a swirl of boredom and forced memorization... but i stand out when it comes to powerpoint presentations, making them gape their mouths wide open in amazement, "wooooowwww!" yes, i'm getting too boastful on this... and i'm proud of it!
when it comes to english and literature, it's truly anybody's guess because nobody in our class had an idea if we're really pressured with getting a good grade or we're just forced into the fact that they're both of using critical thinking. i even have to do an essay where i have to make round trips around the purple line on the day itself, because deadline is on the next day...! and questions on fiction are really illogical, yet comprehensive when it comes to learning its details... (sighs) i'm amazed how our teachers manage to teach us those kind of boring stuffs... but we all managed, somehow!
and calculus is a valuable course subject which taught us the essence of patience and perseverance. our professor knows well how to insert those thingies and other stuffs while working with equations. maybe she's a frustrated values education teacher. if you must know, i'll be having my long test today, hours from now. and it's no wonder i'm still awake and doing nothing but sweet online blogging!
and tap dance! last week just had a practical performance, and i only got a B because i was designated to dance in a group of four, and i was dancing with my back facing her, having no idea what she's checking up on. darn it she wasn't able to see the better of me. i was already getting to the point of getting addicted to tapping the metal plates but now we're getting exhausted just because of one basic dance step! hmph, it's frustrating when you know you're doing absolutely great and she never saw it at all.
frustrated blockmate. this week i was pissed off. and i'm not really sure if i have to blame them or not. but do not worry, everything's over. it's like a gust of wind that passed by one night and carried away the hatred that i tried to plant deep in my heart against them... but no, God wants me to love them...
Yvette was supposedly trying to find someone to host the PC Buyer's Guide ICT Roadshow and i was endorsed to her, without even me knowing it. i only got the information when she called me up and told me i was endorsed by my blockmates, which made me help out maybe a little forced but of willingness, still. i was introducing someone big time, a commissioner... and i have to dress up formally to suit the event. plugged the event to the culprits of "selling" me to host, to watch me, and somehow support a lonely freshman into the world of juniors and seniors.
alas, no one came. i went there alone. wasted 30 minutes trying to dress for murder, but no blockmates was there to be amazed by my attire and talent... except for those juniors and seniors, of course! but thanks to CMLI, i have outgrown anxiety and shyness... remembering back our MISA Assembly, i was singing my heart out there... and i was like rehearsing jokingly, "while waiting for Damian, i'll be singing! any requests?" damn me!
but anyway, it's all over. it's done and gone...
| going formal. this does not have to do anything with me changing lifestyle. it's just that this week required me to wear formal attires twice! first was that PC Buyer's Guide ICT Roadshow... second was just this wednesday. i went to Fernwood Gardens to attend a wedding ceremony. yes, my partner and i were dressed in purple, not knowing that their motif was blue! wooh, the garden wedding was really relaxing, |
| knowing that the next day would be my exams... but i put the priority of God's graces first! because the reception was so awesome the thought of going for another round at eating failed me because i was already full! but really, it was great to back attending at weddings.
of kisses, courting and love teams. i have just learned something recently from Raymond. he got it from reading an article of National Geographic... and it was all about how to prolong the relationship that one has between his/her lover. the techinique is really simple: kiss. i can't tell any further... i promised him i'd keep my mouth shut for this! but anyway, that fact is proven by scientists... and for the lovers out there, he told me that your brain system is similar to of a mentally retarded's thinking... good luck to those who are in love! hey, maybe love really drives one crazy!
another thing. CJ and i were texting some nights ago. and it came to a point when all we were talking about is love, particularly on courting! argh, we were arguing what's the real sense of courting, and the real purpose behind doing it. we were mentioning names who do not know its meaning or having problems doing this method just to get the hand of the lady. it's really surprising to have someone texting you all night for the first time, and all you did was discuss courting! oh yes, CJ's in the process of courting at the moment.
the next night, we were talking about the essence of love. a man who asks his girl what does he have to do to prove his feelings is stupid and unknowledgable to the meaning of love. CJ was pushing me to believe that love does not let one do anything he can, but must do everything. that simple, yet really striking. sometimes, i tease him on being pro for this stuff yet he laughs it off and claims on his being single!
in conclusion, masayang katext si CJ tungkol sa pag-ibig. i've had other textmates but those were more of personal matters.
one last thing, i have a blockmate named Rachel. and one of our classmate in english have thought right from the start that there's something going on between the two of us. shet, where'd he get that idea... having a relationship with her or with anybody at the moment is the least of my priorities... though i'm thinking on it. but i chucked it off, remembering the time my own blockmates teased my to our classmates and even to Mai! yes you, Mai! nalink tayo! galing nila noh, hwahaha!
let's celebrate love! that's what the The Buzz have been pushing all along. but it makes sense, anyway.
"Young men think old men are fools, but old men know young men are fools."
- George Chapman
Posted at 03:39 pm by Kerwin George Dimagiba Fortes
 | | | mai
January 20, 2006 12:29 PM PST
courting? love life issues? OMG!.. george, isdatchu?! ahaha..:)) umm.. probably thats just normal 'cause you're getting older and you're knowing a lot of things.. and you begin to have certain needs.. pero a lovelife? oh c'mon!! ahaha..:))
anyhoo.. I've read that nat.geo. article about love.. actually, it says there na the feeling of love and having OCD sends the same mental patterns.. so its hard to decipher which is which... see? OC ka dba dear? :D
in my opinion.. you really dont dress casually naman e!!..:)) seldom do i see you sporting shirts.. parang most of the time you're in polos! ahaha..:)) at.. lets not forget the signature clutchbag! yun yun eh! yehesss! this is it! ahaha..:)) aymishoo nah!:D | |
| | | mai
January 20, 2006 02:51 PM PST
o?na-link tayo? ahaha..:)) okay lang, sanay na ko ma-link sa kung sino sino.. ahaha..:)) FEELER!!!:D | |
| | | _kErwin_
January 20, 2006 02:51 PM PST
yes it's me... the psychoanalyst is back with full colors! haha... grabe, ibang level na ba?
i don't need a lovelife... serious ba ito?! paano na'ko magfufully mature... having one long relationship dati doesn't mean na it's enough for me to fulfilling my life with what has been planned... grabe naman, sobrang intellectual naman nito! haha
yes! it's from national geographic! grabe, sobrang interesante ako tungkol dun nung marinig ko siya from Raymond... sabi ko, "excited na'kong magkalove-life!" ay grabe, tapos kiss lang ng kiss...!!
yup, certified OC ako... at yun ang most probably next entry ko: parang proofs of kerwin's oc-ness... grabe na naman ito!
i don't dress casually! hah, ever since i started in college i learned to appreciate the existence of shirts! oo, way back i was that person always wearing polo! pero ngayon, na'ko akala mo kung sinong ROCKSTAR ang napadaan sa harap mo!
clutchbag?! haha, yun pala ang tawag dun... the brown leather one? hindi ko alam kasi ang tawag dun eh... haha!
AYMISHOO!!!!! | |
| | | _kErwin_ to mai (ULIT)
January 20, 2006 02:53 PM PST
uhm , excuse me... nasanay?!
sigurado ka dyan, hah!
hahaha!... FEELER!!! | |
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