how Kerwin is weird? let us count the ways...
[01] eating vegetables is a no-no. except french fries ('di naman sila mukhang gulay eh. and i love Wendy's, Jollibee's and KFC's)
[02] before, i chew on medical tablets and capsules. i only learned to take them the right way before i entered college. don't dare throw up on me
[03] i am unofficially obsessive compulsive
[3.1] written works on bond papers are always guided by intermediate or yellow paper. spacing and alignment is very important to me
[3.2] drawing simple fraction bars requires straightedge. also include the radical sign, table divisions, highlighting and underlining notes, and drafting
[3.3] during the full clad uniform days, one bit/pixel of stain on my white polo irritates and keeps me uncomfortable. i would immediately phone home to deliver a fresh and clean white polo. i won't last a day knowing that dirt is on me
[3.4] perfecting it is a habit. all must go perfectly well and satisfying. knowing something is wrong (though it does not affect everything) haunts me and i just can't get over with them
[3.5] erasures make me feel unclean. i would rewrite my entire essay/math exam on another paper just to make it look good and clean enough (with the exception of cramming minutes)
[3.6] errors bother me. seeing or hearing them makes me react badly. and i can't help it
[3.7] texting messages are still in correct grammar (never mind the spelling)
[04] i laugh life... too much it's already disturbing them
[05] i still speak and act like a child
[5.1] i love to make fun of others (i notice my calculus teacher laughing everytime i do it). even defending projects is already like a stand-up comedy show. it is impossible for my audience not to laugh everytime i am asked to present (my blockmate mentioned that i should pursue a career on entertainment)
[5.2] i throw tantrums when others disappoint me... and then i would laugh out loud
[06] until now, part of my life revolves around cartoons and action heroes. from Shaider and Cedie to the descendants of Power Rangers and other magic/martial arts flicks, i wouldn't dare miss them. i'd rather be late at (or postpone) meetings, cram late at night or even forget everything else just as long as i won't miss Naruto
[07] service (work) comes first before school. this is the worst of me, and ironically it's a calling. i could set aside academics just to help others out is a better option. nevertheless, i maintain a good balance between these two commitments (because i'm forced to). if there are other people who are in this situation, i am not sure if i'd be proud of you, because i'm not sure of myself, either... at least i'm living as a "man for others"
[08] if you'd recall "Kerwin is Satanic," i'm a devil worth more than three 666's
[09] violence is my game, being warfreak si cool. but seeing gore is an insult.
[10] ADHD and multi-personality disorders are closely linked to my name
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"If I am not for myself, who will be for me? And if I am only for myself, what am I? And if not now, when?" - Aboth 1:14, saying of Hillel
