sometimes, too much good in you is already suicidal.

[1] at this point in my life, primarily, i want to be well-known, alas popular. that simple, period. haha.

haha, ang kapal nga naman talaga ng mukha ko. nagiging pride ko tuloy ito pag nararamdaman kong sobra ang binibigay na atensyon sa akin. na sa tuwing may isang kalye akong dadaan at may taong babati sa akin kahit hindi ko makilala, ngingiti ako at kaagad ay lalaki na ang ulo ko. shet, sikat talaga ako.

gumagawa ako ng matinong eksena, mga tawag-pansin sa aking talento, sa aking katalinuhan, sa aking charisma. sa hirit, pagboboluntaryo, sa mga uncalled for comments, sa patutsadahan... doon ako nagiging papansin.

oo, siguro nga'y kulang ako sa pansin. at sobra naman ako sa pagiging papansin. pero dun ako masaya. baliw na kung gusto ninyong tawagin, yun nga ang akala ng iba eh. abnormal, makapal ang mukha, weird, abnoy, ADHD-positive. ayun.

KERWIN, you're likely to find fame & fortune in the Social World. You're a natural bridge to any number of situations. Whether introducing one group of friends to another, or finding a way to get through to someone others have written off, you've got an exceptional knack for really connecting with ideas, concepts, and people. Some might be attracted to your fun-loving charisma, others might prefer your thoughtfulness, and still others might find a champion in the way you fight for the underdog. Regardless, one thing is clear, you're a people person. So put it to use! With your skills, you're most likely to find fame and fortune in a joint pursuit with others. If you love the challenge of getting 100 people to show up for a party, maybe event planning is something you should look into. If you prefer to talk the talk and generate buzz, maybe public relations is more up your alley. But if you have your own ideas, you just might want to start an outdoor adventure school for troubled kids or an international exchange program for families. Just remember: Your options are limitless.

[2] being multitalented sure is a dilemma.

taena, ito na namang pride ang umiiral. makapal talaga ang mukha ko. hindi ako nagbibiro, marami talaga akong talent. tanungin pa ninyo ang mga taong malalapit sa akin. you name it, and i'd think it over first.

ngayon hindi ko tuloy malaman kung ano ang gusto kong career na tahakin, yung naayon ba sa kurso ko o yung feel kong naeenjoy kong gawin? ang problema pa dun, parehong talento ko ang ginagamit ko dun, ni isa dun walang prominente... yata. nararamdaman ko kasing mahirap ang ganung klaseng sitwasyon, at kahit iresearch ko pa sa internet eh imposibleng magkaroon ako ng trabaho na pareho ang inooffer nila.

oo, alam kong dapat isang talento lang talaga ang pahasain ko. sa di ko malamang dahilan, naipagsasabay ko talaga siya ng walang kahirap-hirap. sisihin ang mga asignatura at mga presentasyon sa klase, talagang napagsasabay. nasabihan na nga akong sumali sa ganitong organisasyon, o kaya'y lumipat na. excuse me, may sure talent din ako sa course ko ngayon noh!

i have a friend who had been planning to shift to another course, feeling it's his calling and at the same time he considers it his talent and his interest at the moment. he admits his current course is not that bad, knowing that someday he'd be able to help the country (or a country). but another friend told him that the reason for his plan to shift is because of his constant exposure to events (in relation to the course of interest). makes sense, he agreed. and so he stays.

isang eksena ang bumuo sa isipan ko. binalak kong pumunta sa isang audition para maging housemate ng Pinoy Big Brother. syempre ayan ang confidence, pakilala naman ako ng diretso at akala mong scripted. nang tanungin akong isang judge kung ano ba ang talent ko, ang sagot ko ba naman, "ano po ba ang gusto ninyong talent?"


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